untying knots...

have you ever wonder why no matter how hard you try to do something for example be more loving or more forgiving.. you can never really do it consistently.. and no matter how hard you pray to be more loving or forgiving.. you still can't do it..

i believe it is about untying the knots of your past and in your heart.. i know looking into the darkness within us is scary.. but it can never be as scary as a black hole that has no end to it.. the mess within us has an end which is the root of it.. we just need to dig it out and deal with it together with God.. allowing healing to take place.. the rest of the things will eventually fall into place.. if we never want to face the darkness and mess within us.. we will never be able to receive true healing.. then no matter how hard we try or even pray.. it will all be futile..

so when something happens that make you feel upset, angry or any other kinds of negative emotions.. the first thing you should do is to look inside yourself.. for what happened might have hit a 'sweet spot' of yours.. triggering the negative emotions and negative reactions..

release yourself and the people around you.. deal with your inner darkness and allow God to help you untie the knots.. to be free of bondage.. becoming the person God has created you to be..


looking inside & untie the knots.. Jia You!!!


Love,
Naomi